Wanting Home - for voiceinahead

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Title: Wanting Home
Author: angel_in_tears
Recipient: voiceinahead
Rating: PG
Possible Spoilers/Warnings: All of Prince Caspian
Summary: Susan didn’t want to be back in Narnia. She wanted to be home.
Author Note Thank you to my amazing beta. TO the recipient – I’m sorry I couldn’t work on your first prompt, but I hope this one is okay!

( Wanting Home )

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Original prompt we sent you:
What I want: Both these are mainly in movie verse, but I've read the books too, so you can go through there also.
If the writer is okay with writing slash, I'd love to see the missing make-up scene after the fight at the well that turns everything to gold (VotDT), as in the movie-verse there's no apologies or anything really and Lucy just walks away.
But if slash is not the writer's cup of tea, I'd very much like to hear a realistic, not-too-romantic version of why Susan kissed Caspian in the end even though she knew she was leaving for good, it would go even more interesting if Susan already had a boyfriend of sorts in England and she still dallied a little with Caspian. Since Susan seems the most grown-up and nearly annoyed at being in Narnia again in "Prince Caspian", I'd like to hear what were her thoughts.
So, the writer is free to choose which is more inspiring! Thank you! ;)
Prompt words/objects/quotes/whatever:
Prompts for Edmund and Caspian: my king, guilt, crush, apologies, anger, pride
Prompts for Susan and Caspian: guilt, queen, a good girl, home, real love,
What I definitely don't want in my fic: please, no established relationships unless they've been established in the books/films (excluding the idea I had about Susan already having a boyfriend ofc) and I don't really like to read overly extreme violent stuff :)